war

Writing from Jerusalem during the war years.

Racism in the Bomb Shelter

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Racism reared its ugly head in the bomb shelter today.

I didn’t see the point of confronting it on the spot – I’ve learned that racists operating in maladaptive defense mode are not receptive to reason, empathy, or judgment in the moment of arousal – but I think my day would be lacking if I didn’t try, here in a more public forum when missiles are not being intercepted over our heads at the moment, to rectify the ugliness with an appeal to raise our collective awareness to a higher and holier level.

The rising tide raises all ships.

PSA: Missiles don’t discriminate between Jew and Muslim, or between Israeli families and “Arab workers.” Neither should we, in a time that we need to stand together more than ever and wrestle with our common fate.

I understand that racist people are operating from a place of fear, and that some residents may have legitimate concerns about strangers using their property, especially in proximity to their children.

If that’s you: then say THAT.

Don’t cast easy blame against people just as scared and vulnerable as you are, and have fewer resources to rely on, because they are strangers and speak a different language and are only associated with those who have actually murdered our citizens via movies and tweets by clout chasing lowlives.

The racist script needs to be ditched, now more than ever.

These missiles will most likely keep coming for months, long after the interceptors run out.

We may be facing the worst collective trial since 1948.

The way I see it, our best option is to face it together.

A Shabbath of Peace

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On Shabbath even the souls trapped in the hell they made get respite from their suffering.

I pray for my soul, for my wife, for my daughters, for the other families across Israel and Iran and Lebanon.

I pray because missiles and bombs, raving lunatics and angry crowds, would rather I didn’t. Would rather I give in to despair and acquiesce to madness and sign over my soul for false promises and illusions.

Or would rather I only prayed for my blood, my tribe, the children waving my flag.

That can not be my prayer.

I pray for us all:

May it be a Shabbath of peace.
May it be a Shabbath of blessing.
May it be a Shabbath of quiet.

When the Interceptors Run Out

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Known: The number of interceptors the US coalition forces have left.

Unknown: The number of ICBM launchers the Khameini regime is conserving underground.

I don’t mean to be a downer but if we don’t count the initial salvos at the start of the war, then the average daily rate of incoming missiles hasn’t really gone down. It’s held relatively steady. Don’t be fooled by the “90% reduction” stat.

In the next 5-6 weeks the US forces are expected to run out of interceptors. Resupply will be insufficient and take months at absolute best.

At the same time, the war is very unpopular in the USA. POTUS has every incentive to unilaterally declare victory and end US involvement in the war.

If the US withdraws, and if the Khameini regime has been conserving missile launchers in the enormous underground facilities it has maintained, will the Israeli air force be capable of continuing to eliminate those launchers on its own?

If more missiles are on the horizon, and there aren’t any interceptors to intercept them, then we’ll still have the early warning system when missiles are launched, right?

Again, I don’t want to be a downer, but that early warning system depends on detection hardware and installations in US-friendly Gulf states that have sustained increasing damage over the past two weeks, materially degrading our warning system, translating into much shorter times between warning, siren, and interception, and sometimes no warning/siren at all.

Take away the interception at the tail end of that system, and the early warning/siren at the front end of it, and all you’re left with is… missiles.

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I don’t know if this war was inevitable or not. The Khameinist regime was definitely making moves to escalate its attacks targeting Israeli and Palestinian civilians, and just the week before Bibi launched the strike on Tehran, the IRGC had effectively taken direct operational control over its main proxy, Hezbollah.

That said, Bibi’s strike was a calculated political move in the context of both his longstanding relationship with right wing American Evangelicals and recent domestic developments in Iran. Bibi himself is an incompetent wartime leader, as his numerous failures with Hamas and the Gaza War show, and probably a criminal to boot, as indicated by the many Israeli investigations of him and his administration.

I don’t trust Bibi. I don’t support him in this war. And I’m wondering if he’s planned for the day when the US goes home.

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Hopefully these are just the paranoid ramblings of someone stressed out by war.

The future is never clear, never certain, never determined.

Every day we wake up to a fresh world, perfectly balanced between merit and guilt, and waiting for our thoughts, words, and actions to tip the scales.

As a collective, our failures, errors, mistakes, and negligence are abundant – we need all the merit we can get.

May the Creator shield all innocents from all bombs and brighten the light at the end of this tunnel.

Miracles in War

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Life is full of miracles.

The improbable and fortuitous concatenation of events, despite conflicting agendas, beliefs, and environmental factors.

Oftentimes, those miracles are easily mistaken for natural events or human achievements – as if a work of art can be reduced to paint on canvas.

But the medium of a miracle is just a vessel and a vessel can be found in nature or created in a workshop.

When an intercontinental ballistic missile is launched, the detection hardware and computer programs used to calculate its trajectory are wonderful inventions that reflect not just one man’s genius but a whole history of improbable and fortuitous events. It’s not foolproof – detectors and computer programs fail – but advanced computing translates into warnings to vulnerable populations that a missile is headed their way.

When that ICBM is intercepted by another missile in midair, fired by another wonderful system with its own even more advanced detectors and programs, the sheer improbability of the event itself staggers the mind. The success of each interception depends not just on astounding precision but on environmental factors combining in fortuitous ways. Again, it’s not foolproof – interceptor missiles fail, too; and there’s always dangerous debris from the explosion that can land anywhere below. Every interception defies the odds.

And when that missile is a clusterbomb, with multiple bombs that can explode over an 8 km radius, the odds that you’ll intercept it in the atmosphere in time – before the bombs separate – are even lower. The clock’s ticking, the computer’s processing, the missile’s roaring towards its targets – and despite all probability, it’s hopefully intercepted high in the atmosphere and detonated before any of its explosives can reach the civilians below.

Highly improbable.

Highly fortuitous.

Nothing short of miraculous.

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Look, I didn’t ask for this war.

I didn’t ask Khameini to shoot missiles at me, whether from Iran, or from Lebanon, Gaza, and Yemen.

I didn’t ask Bibi to start massively bombing Tehran and southern Lebanon.

I didn’t ask for this war and I don’t support it, in this or any other phase.

I’m not a partisan, a loyalist, or an ideologue.

I’m just a guy raising a family in Jerusalem who goes down to a bomb shelter with said family every day and knows that if one of the buildings next door is hit we’re probably dead, if there’s a direct hit on our building we’re definitely dead, if the cluster bombs separate a whole lot of people in the neighborhood are dead.

I think about that and, among other things (like what it must be like to be an Iranian or Lebanese father right now), I think about the miracles in life.

Miracles that are easily mistaken for the occurrence of natural events or the operation of advanced technology.

Miracles that can mean the difference between another breath and The End.

Miracles we truly don’t deserve.

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May the miracles never cease.

May we recognize them for what they are.

And may we soon see the day when we no longer need these specific miracles.

Q&A on the War

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Hi! You may be a new friend of mine. While I really like sharing poems and pictures of my baby daughter, and while I also hope to work together to help build the WordPress community in Israel, we’re living in interesting times, so you may have noticed a certain political tinge to some of my posts.

Don’t worry, I promise you no rants.

But I thought a little Q and A might benefit the newcomers in getting situated, and remind the oldtimers that things are more complicated than pop media would have you think.

Q “Why don’t you support the war?”
A Because I don’t trust Bibi to wage it morally, strategically, or effectively. Let alone the current POTUS.

Q “Don’t you want the missiles to stop?”
A Yes but I’m not willing to pay any price for safety; there are reasonable, moral limits to what I am willing to support in exchange for my own skin. While I trust the moral conscience of the majority of IDF soldiers, I think they are constrained and compromised by leadership, policies, and a system that in too many cases positions them to violate those limits. Also, I have no guarantee that even if I sold my soul to pay the price, I’d actually be safe.

Q “But they killed Khameini, doesn’t that matter?”
A I’m glad that wicked man can’t order any more attacks on innocent people but I would have rather he faced justice in an Iranian court of law.

Q “What about Hezbollah?”
A Hezbollah is better armed, trained, and funded than Hamas was on Oct 6. They have survived decades of war with Israel. Despite the pager attack (which btw was not nearly as clean as it was championed to be, many innocents were harmed), Hezbollah is still sending missiles against Israelis (and Palestinians). And the week before Bibi ordered the attack on Tehran, the IRGC took over all Hezbollah units, so now they’re all operating under Khameinist annihilation/suicide orders. They need to be addressed with serious, effective strategy in coordination with Lebanese forces and European allies, not doubling down on a demonstrably failed approach with a massive citizen evacuation order that’s producing its own refugee crisis as we speak. I have close friends who served and are serving in Lebanon, they – not to say nothing of the Israeli and Palestinian residents of the north, let alone the residents of southern Lebanon – deserve better than the status quo.

Q “So you don’t support Israel?”
A I support Israelis. I support Palestinians and Iranians and the Lebanese, too. I support everyone trying to make a good life for their kids and be a good neighbor and contribute something of value to the human species. I think our state is far from perfect, with a history and structural problems that we have not but desperately need to reckon with, and I think this government is criminal and incompetent. But every Saturday night at habdala I pray for the success of this state – that it become a true flowering of the Zionist dream, a country of justice, law, and holy order, a safe haven for all who need it, an integral and integrated part of the regional and human tapestry of spiritual enlightenment and material abundance.

Hope that helps.

Questions About the War

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So I’ve been doing some digging and I have some Questions:

– If, after 5 weeks, the remaining IRGC commanders refuse to surrender and the US is excluded from the succession process, then does that mean the USA won the war?

– If, after 5 weeks, the US has used up all or most of its interceptors against Iranian missiles and drones, what’s left to protect US allies in the Pacific and Europe from China and Russia? (Or Middle Eastern allies from local belligerents?)

– If, after 5 weeks, the US withdraws most of its assembled forces from the region but IRGC and Hezbollah missiles are still falling on Israeli citizens, will the Israeli military be able to continue effective operations in Iran and Lebanon?

– Are US Armed Forces capable of fighting and winning a sustained war on a single front (Iran), let alone two fronts (the assumed precondition for post-WW2 world order), let alone three (Middle East, Pacific, Europe)?

– As the domestic situation, the international standing, and the military capability of the USA respectively destabilizes, declines, and degrades, will Bibi’s ability to maintain a special relationship with GOP POTUS be a help or a hindrance in navigating the geopolitical waters in the years ahead?

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Please note: I have not addressed the spiritual, moral, or economic costs related to any of the above. That reckoning raises its own Questions.

Purim in a War

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I am so torn between understanding the role Khameini’s regime and the IRGC, directly and via the proxy armies they fund, train, and direct, have played in not just oppressing and killing their own citizens but in repeatedly threatening my life, my wife’s life, my daughters’ lives, the lives of my friends and neighbors, Israeli and Palestinian alike, to this very day (three times in the bomb shelter during our Purim meal, yes we brought the wine each time ๐Ÿฅ‚๐Ÿ’ชโœก๏ธ) –

– and I understand that there is not always a diplomatic solution to every problem of this ancient sort –

– and understanding:
how dangerous fascism is,
how incompetent and corrupt fascist governments are,
how fragile and tenuous the survival of Jewish communities is when fascism begins taking hold of the nation that hosts them,
how dangerous premillenial dominionism is for Jewish people,
how much of a warning sign it is when the fascist religious mythos evolves to the point where a war with an Islamic country is being fought to trigger Armageddon.

The only truth I can rely on in such a Purim world is the truth of ื•ื ื”ืคื•ืš ื”ื•ื, of dramatic (and comic) reversal, of the ultimate unity of opposites, of the significance of opposing interpretations of the same data points.

And in the end,

“For the Jewish people it was light and happiness, rejoicing and honor.”

ื›ืŸ ืชื”ื™ื” ืœื ื•

Happy (Shoshan) Purim ๐Ÿคท ๐Ÿท

Prayer in War

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May the righteous Lord of war
Protect the innocent
Punish the wicked
Rescue the stranded
Heal the wounded
Avenge Your image
Profaned for so long

May our Father in the heavens
Guide the hearts and minds
Of Your children taking aim
Whisper quietly into their ears
The demand of their own souls
The call of a higher order
The wisdom of a wild peace

May the Creator of all human beings
Make us safe, make us well, make us whole
Give us relief from the burden of war
Of the heart’s shadow and fears
Of the wounds of yesterday past
Of the unanswered questions
Grant us all a moment of Your favor
That we may build from our prayers
A holy home for You here below

May it be Your will that we merit to go out in peace and to return in peace, that no wrong be suffered by our warriors or be done by their hands, and that together we rise to every challenge and opportunity with which we are presented in our long, defiant, sacred history.

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Coda: I am with every innocent who has suffered, who is suffering, and who will suffer as humanity collectively stumbles towards redemption, guided by eternal love when we choose to accept it. I make no distinction between human and human. My enemies are only those who rise against me, and even they are only lower-dimensional projections of the distortions in my higher-dimensional relationship with my Creator.

May we know safety, justice, and peace soon.

Devastation of Gaza

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The devastation of Gaza can still shock and pain me, as a thinking and feeling human being and as a religious Zionist, and pose a collective challenge to Israeli society that demands a coherent answer, without any need to redefine genocide in order to make it fit the horrific impact of this war on the lives of ordinary Gazans.

Is this how we want to wage war, as a nation?

And what does God say??

If the settled law is not enough, if the poseqim have no creative vision for this day, then Elul is here – according to kabbalistic legend, the transcendent king is accessible in the field of the heart’s imagination.

Pray on this then, and hear what our Creator speaks unto your heart.

Forbidden War

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I would like to suggest a new halakhic category of war.

We are familiar with:
– Mandatory war (ืžืœื—ืžืช ืžืฆื•ื•ื”) – with the aim of clear self-defense (still applicable) or of defeating the violently oppressive nations identified in the law (no longer applicable).
– Discretionary war (ืžืœื—ืžืช ืจืฉื•ืช) – with the aim of expanding the political jurisdiction of the Torah (only applicable with an active National Court).

To these I would add:
– Forbidden war (ืžืœื—ืžืช ืื™ืกื•ืจ) – with any aim other than the above two.

I believe this third category of war is implicit in the biblical precept of “You will not murder” (ืœื ืชืจืฆื—) and is not explicit in the halakhic literature or discourse primarily because historical and material circumstances did not previously allow for the conditions in which it would need to be so pressingly articulated, and secondarily because it took millennia for humanity itself to recognize war as the (necessary?) evil it is and for this moral growth to natively and organically develop within the Israelite psyche.

However, we find ourselves in the present circumstances, and I believe the hour requires us to include the category of “forbidden war” in our halakhic calculus.